Destined to be OBESE

I have this feeling .. that CARBS are bad and they cause pimples.

Ive been working in my aunts law firm for like 3 months now and for some reason , i get hungry and i eat 2 times more!

Before i started working and when i just chilled at home, i could go with just a green apple for lunch and not be hungry till dinner!

Now its like,at 11.30 a.m i look at the clock just to see whether its time for lunch and when its not time for lunch, i get all URGHHH.. one more hour..

Its insane! Its like im addicted to eating or something.

And sometimes..... i still eat junk even if im full.Like today!! and yesterday.

Todayhhh... I had a ham sandwich for lunch. And honestly.. usually, that would be like enough for me.. but nooo . im working now and therefor i burn more calories and thats the reason why i get so hungry and have a humongous appetite!

SO.

So, i had a ham sandwich and a whole bowl of fish pie to myself.Then.. at 5, i had another ham sandwich. To make myself feel less guilty, i cut the ham into half and only ate half of it ..heee -.-

* FLIPS DOUBLE CHIN*

D: sick.

And yesterday night,i had to work late, so i had.. a whole bowl of vegetable couscous .. a whole bowl is like maybe.. 500g of it? THEN.. when I got back from work, which was around 10.30.. i had DINNER. which was rice,califlour and cheese, a fried egg and some veg.

AND THENN!! after dinner, i had to eat a kiwi and 3 strawberries.

I shouldve been like full and stuffed and feeling all disgusted at myself.. and i was.. but that feeling only lasted for like.. 2 seconds.

After my shower i had some cookies with milk and OMG

hahaha, i feel like such a loser now. writing about my eating problems.

0.o i have an eating disorder...

ew.

but anyway.. i said i think carbs causes pimples because, ( if you dont wnna hear more about food, please click the little white x button on the top right of the screen . thank you) last week, i had like 3 servings of french fries, and 4 packets of chips ..gah!! and now, im bursting out with ginormica omg-im-gnna-eat-you-alive size pimples.

it sucks really.

i blame it all on work (: