I am MUM

At the rate my body is ageing now, i jsut might die at 30.

Just did 2 days of laundry.. and, my backaches.


A few days later...


Kakaks been gone for 5 days.. which means, another 12 days before she gets back home! She's in my grandparents house now taking care of them because their maid went back to Indonesia for a holiday.So, we are kakakless for 2 weeks. Exactly TWO weeks.

It is now, day 5 without Kakak. Situation : House is ok ( downstairs), food is not bad ( frozen/fried/preserved food) , toilet is as clean as ever ( ew)  and... my room is B-E-A-U-TIFUL. The sheets are on the floor as for the pillows and what not. So i sleep on the mattress with nothing on it :) coolieness

Oh. I really dooo try to keep the house as NORMAL and livable as possible



two days later after the few days later...


As you can see, im very busy. lol. i cant sit down and finish this POST in a go ;o ...
So like, i kinda know what its like to be a single mum. its really really really really hard. and like i like super tabik ( salute) all em single mothers out there!!! its insane!!

Kinda know what being a single mother is like cause..
1) i have to provide for my dog. lol. yes. i pay for my dogs food.
2) i work.
3) i have 3+1 babies to cook and feed everyday.
4) have to keep the house clean and livable

3= mah sizta who cant fry nuts -.- .. she only can bake. like the other day, i asked her if she could fry the wontons so that i can just make them and leave it to her to fry. but. no. she has no idea how to. lols.but she does do housework like mopping the floor, while i sweep the floor, iron and fold the clothes

 2= my brother. who thinks he knows everything and is sljfdsjlfsjlf annoying. he wont help unless u scream and shout like a million times. ack. its just really!!! djkfhsdkjfh..he does the trash only. not that im complaining cause i would definitely not like to do the trash. sick.anddd

number 1 :) is, baby venners :) NUAWWWW.. SHOI frustratingg CUTE. she refuses to eat anything. only milk milk milk. and she likes to whine ALOT. roarrr..

+1= is my dog. lol.

dad takes care of himself so its fine :D nyaha

so yeah. MUMS COMING BACK TOMORROW! and Kakaks coming back on friday, which is.. 5 days away.

* starts singing i will survive song*

i lost my train of thoughts. ok . no not really i didnt loose it. it just got filled with the song :) nyeh